Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Determined.

10 days... Si se puede!
(nothing to do with school... although it should..)

OH today I finally went to my developmental psych class for a good 30 min... left early because shes was going over parental styles that I've learned pretty much every year! Authoritative, Authoritarian, Permissive.... whats your parental style? hahaha

Earlier in lab I saw this guy on his tumblr and on the heading he wrote "why do I feel like I'm dead" and then he erased it... issues. hahaha but hey I shouldnt say anything I took a happiness survey for my assignment and I was assigned moderately depressed (the next level was serverly depressed and had a suicidal hotline number attached) hahaha obviously that survey was full of shit since it was on a scale and normally different people have different ideas of extremes with a 1-5 scale.. plus it was a suvey online.. how legit can that shit be?

but yes 10 days... I must and I will... si se puede!

Friday, May 21, 2010

no bueno

ok I really need to start going to my developmental psych class... I think in total I've been to 8 or less class meetings... and its already week 8 going on to week 9... yikes! I have no self control.

Monday, May 17, 2010

xoxo

OMFG!! The season finale of Gossip Girl was heartbreaking!!!! hahaha I can't wait for next season! and Chuck Bass and Nate ahhh LOVE! hahah

Saturday, May 15, 2010

rant!!!!!!!!!! my type A is kicking in

Darn I dont know how to make an entry private on this thing... oh well a rant to myself.. dont mind this post

Totally having one of those off days where everything is frustrating... the one day I get to sleep in since my parents left super early for some church thing I get a wake up call from my mom at 8!!! obviously I ignored it because I know she was going to tell me to do the laundry cause why else would she call, so I've been ignoring her calls all day... but frustrating part was that I couldnt go back to sleep... and speaking of my mom is calling me right now... IGNORE! seriously why cant she call my bro to do the laundry why does it always have to be me? Just because I'm a girl? fuck that! 75% of the laundry belongs to my dad and bro so why cant they do their own shit? folding is a bitch especially all those socks and undershirts! If she was calling me to do MY laundry find sure whatever ill do it since I wore them and its MINE but for me to do my bro and dads fuck no! and the whole excuse that they dont know how to do laundry is bullshit.. my bro lived out on his own during college how did he go without doing laundry on his own?

then after a nap I get a annoying ring at the door from a mailman telling me to pay for the senders mistake.. I should have jsut told him to send it back but it was only 44 cents and I had leeroy barking like crazy on my arm and scratching me like crazy so I was all flustered

then I check my bank statement and I get charged for an oder that I canceled and got the ok from the sales rep and although despite that ok they sent my package anyway was given back by my dad who told the ups guy to return it back to sender... and now I dont think I did the return process right cause first off my dad just gave me back to the ups guy while I was at school and dont you usually have to fill out a return form? so now I'm afraid I'm shit out of 100 bucks cause of my dads impulse return and toshibas crappy service.. seriously why the fuck would they say ok your order is canceled and then two days after ship it out who the fuck does that shit?!?! couldnt they have told me the truth that they dont know what theyre doing and just to wait for my package to come and just deal with it instead of making it seem that a phone call solved my problem? ugh very frustrating... need to call them on monday first thing in the morning before school

got a new neighbor and I dont understand how much a little toddler can scream and cry so much and then a min later be all normal... its like a bipolar child!

ugh why am I pmsing right now I just had mine last week what is going on with me?!? I need a drink.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

children

Why is it whenever I walk my dogs and little kids come by they friggn follow me like crazy?!? its like dude you little boogers stop being a space invader and let my dog poop in peace! Just happened moments ago when Jackie seemed like she wanted to go to one area to do her business but then a little annoying booger came up behind us with his bike and kept following.. I even made weird turns and kept following all the way to my HOUSE! and poor Jackie couldnt poop today... and I think my lil Jackie is PMSing too cause shes on her period and she kept looking back at the boy and growling (never heard or seen her do that.. usually its leeroy) but I can tell she was like "grrrr boy stop chasin my tail!" hahaha but seriously dont little kids know NOT to follow strangers?!?! and I hate the ones that try to touch my dogs and they can clearly see theyre not the friendliest pet either.. its like sorry but no you can not pet my dogs cause if they bite you thats one lawsuit I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR! eventhough its your daym fault and the parents fault for not taming their sticky hands and NOT to talk to strangers! geez I would understand if they asked me and an adult was with them but usually theyre alone and dude what if it was some perv with a cute dog and then kidnapped those little boogers? geez... but that little boy earlier seriously wanted to push his bike away like wtf are you doing following me I dont know you.. Im a friggn stranger to you I could be dangerous! (eventhough I'm not but he doesnt know that!)ugh I hate kids sometimes... well the stupid ones atleast

one time I almost ran over a little baby that was prob 2 years old as I turned into my street all because that little baby was walking in the middle of the street where cars come and go after they turn (very dangerous spot for anyone walking really) and luckily I braked cuz I saw a little piece of hair sticking out in front and I look over and I see his mom doing something in the car not paying attention to her little BABY! not even a kid a baby or toddler whatever you wnat to call that thing.. but seriously if I had hit him I would be fucked all because of his irresponsible mother. Parents like that or the ones that don't teach their kids properly really pisses me off.. bottom line if a kid is fucked up.. chances are its the PARENTS FAULT! like that show pretty wild on E! or lindsay lohan gosh... they both have parents dumb as fuck!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Question I must face...

its 6am and I have one more question to do and in a normal Wednesday I have to be up by 8am for my 10am class... (the homework is due online)

so my question of the day is: to go to my 50 min class or just stay home and sleep?

hmm and I do need gas... hmm decisions decisions... 50 min classes are such a bitch... its always a tough class but at the same time a waste cuz it goes by soo fast and driving there alone is 30 minutes without traffic.. boo

I shall answer my question come 8am

btw I totally have that Rihanna song stuck in my head Rude Boy.. but I only know like one line and its on autoplay haha


its 3am and I still have to start on my homework thats due tomorrow... boo.. but for now I shall blog.

I haven't been a good student this quarter... I only try in one of my classes because its a class I need to graduate.. and I don't even know if its really trying haha I'm giving my 75% into that class.. but as for my other two classes well... I need to start sitting through my sports psych class from start to finish, rather than leave 30 min into the class and I REALLY need to go to my developmental class... its been 2-3 weeks sincce I've gone... sadly I'll be skipping my Thurs class, due to.. well... hahaha but I WILL go to all my classes starting next week!!

So had a family dinner today and met my cousin's hubby (they're from the east coast so hardly see them) and he said how he has never seen so much smog in his life... I know that there is smog in socal.. but I never realized that you can acutally see it while driving hahaha.. he was like yea all you see is clouds and out of nowhere a city appears hahahaha and I kept thinking.. hmm thats strange I never noticed that I see the city as I drive hahaha... but hey welcome to LA! But it really made me want to see other parts of the country without polluted air hahaha wonder how clear the world actually is hahaha

alright I should stop this and start my work so I can sleep